YUBING(:

2012-02-16T21:50:00.003+08:00

i'm really tired.
tired of waiting, tired of hoping.
if there was meant to be said, it would have already said long ago isn't it?
maybe what joanne was true.

i'm at the verge of thinking of letting it all go.
there's no undo button once i hit delete.
everything will all be gone.

2012-02-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

thought i was end the day just like that. with that empty feeling.
was almost going to tell myself to just get use to it. then it came.
so yupp((: i wasn't grinning but i was happy. hmmmm

BUBU CHACHA

2012-02-13T21:42:00.004+08:00

one of the show that i enjoyed watching when i was young. almost forgotten. but i'm so glad someone posted this in FB and allowed me to relive those memories!((:

V DAY tomorrow.
i've got a date with my notes tomorrow!(:
it better be an awesome date.

ANYWAY

Happy V Day everyone! (:

2012-02-12T21:29:00.001+08:00

you know you affect me alot!

YES YOU! YA IT'S YOU!
don't doubt what you seeee!

if someone life is shorten due to sighing, i think my life has shorten so muchhh!

2012-02-08T22:28:00.001+08:00

if one day you're tired and decided to walk away, can you let me know, give me some warnings about it so that at least i'm mentally prepared. and i wouldnt be left hanging there not knowing what happened.

Dont just walk away pretending nothing happened and assume i'll take everything well.

This is the least i'm asking for.

4 more weeeks

2012-02-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

4 more week to go and it will really be freedomm(:

but i've got something major going on every weeek!
final 2 presentations in POLY life tomorrow!(: happy yet nervous about it! big projects with huge percentages!
and then subsequently it would be the tests and exams!
lots of things in plan to carry out after exams((: motivator to study and chiong(:

2012-02-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

motion sickness is the worse thing that can happen on a bus ride home

2012-01-30T21:58:00.000+08:00

are we going round in circles? i'm tired of guessing.
because i no longer am clear about the correct path to take
do you know you are starting to impact my life, is it a good thing?
is it just me? what do i mean to you after all these while?
i really dont know. cause it seems as though i meant nothing to youu.

2012-01-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

never underestimate how powerful a simple text message can be.
though it's contains plain words, there actually so much more to it. especially to people who are extra sensitive about such things.
through a text, you can tell how the person is feeling. The moment there's a change in the texting style, you can tell immediately something is wrong.
once the speed of replying slows down, there's only 2 reasons. It's either the person is busy or he/she doesn't know what to reply and is tired of texting you.

sometimes we might be reading too much into it. but think about it, how often when you choose not to think, you get struck so suddenly, totally unprepared for the worst. the next thing you know, everything has stopped abruptly.

just wanted to share some thoughts and opinions(:

2012-01-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

boohooo

Sometimes i'm afraid too

2012-01-29T01:33:00.001+08:00

Many things coming up;
Presentation
Tests
Exams
Uni application

it's going to yet another busy month.): however on a brighter note, last paper on the 28th, means freedom(:
got to study really hard, it's my last semester! i really really want to do well!(: jiayou yubing :D

i want to be there, but that is if you allowed it.

i have my fears, thus i need assurance.
i need to feel secure.

MD XXXV

2012-01-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

MD XXXV took place last night!(:

a big thank you to my friends who came down to support!(: really appreciate it alot!((:

It was an awesome concert like always!(:

Thanks to the SAXYs and the band!(: it's definitely yet another great memory made(:

POLY life was definitely awesome thanks to band and all the people i made there!(: music definitely has brighten up my life in every way(:

i think i will miss performing on stage quite a bit!

i'm going to miss tell people i can't make it because i've got band

there's just an endless list of things i'm going to miss about band!(:

7 years in band! there's is just so much about it. things i learned, friends i made, memories created. it was just so awesomeee(:

as the concert ended, it sort of marks the end of my band life in a way.

pretty mixed feelings about it.

my mondays and thursdays nights are now free, but i think as time goes by i would start feeling the emptiness of it!

busy month

2012-01-08T16:31:00.002+08:00

it's going to be a really busy month ahead!
project submissions, presentations, CONCERT and many other misc. matters(something that shouldn't even be happening).
will have lesser time to update this space, as i need those time to do other more important stuffs!(:
but do check back often, i'll still try to post as much as i can!(:

life is always filled with challenges, we dont know when they decide to come. However when they usually do, they come in bulk, filled up with stressed and pressure. In the end, it is up to us, to decide how we want to deal with the pressure and stress. We can choose to let it affect us negatively and pull us down OR, convert it all to positive energy to push and motivates us to work!(: i guess that's what i choose to do, even though i almost lost focus and directions in the middle, but i'm glad i steered back! because i'm not in this alone, i have friends around me!(:

a special friend

2012-01-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

alot has been happening for the past 2 days.
when i say, i really mean ALOT!
and it's really draining me physically and mentally. so much pressure on me just because of the leader role.

at the end of it, it's a choice between friend vs group's result!
i really dont know what i should i do.

all about 2011

2011-12-31T23:59:00.043+08:00

Recapping about my year 2011, i guess the most awesome thing that happened to me was my 6 months in Disney.

Disney graduation, Aug18,2011

Last wishes at magic kingdom

I did hesitate a lot before deciding to go. I believed it was the best decision I made! because i made a lot a lot of awesome friends and memories over there in Disney, and most importantly i manage to learn a lot of stuff over there. I believe that the 6months there really made me grew and matured a lot. Memories that i believe money wouldn't buy.Memories that would really go with me for a long time. Something that i will never forget since Disney is just part everyday; my Pluto, the photos. I think it is also one part of my life that i really missed a lot! something that made me really wish to be able to meet up with all my friends that i made there!
To sum up, times in Disney were really really awesome! I survived 6 months overseas!(:

I also spent my birthday overseas for the 1st time!

The most berserk thing i did this year i guess would be, ~~confessing to a guy~~.
Nothing came out from it, and moreover i'm over that guy! (: it's a good thing!
But you know what, it just made learn that i should to observe people more!

The most impactful event/incident that affected me a lot, was when Daddy got admitted to hospital right after CNY.

It was one the darkest period I've experienced because i almost lost Daddy. and that period, i had to juggle studying for exams, preparing for Disney, visiting Daddy at the hospital. That time, i almost wanted to back out from Disney because i was so afraid.
That incident made me learn to cherish people around me even more. Especially my family, people that i really love so much! Everything came out well, because Daddy recovered well. I'm definitely more that glad about that!

Also, i wasn't able to be apart of IBM29th. I wasn't able be around in band for the 1st semester!
However, i came back, and decided to play for my last/graduating concert. It's been wonderful being able to be apart of band for my last semester in school, though it can get really stressful but i believe it will all be worth it!(:

Dear saxys,
though at times, you guys made me so helpless, angry. but you know what, times that you guys made me laugh and enjoy band life definitely overpowered those moments! it's less than a month left to concert! let's work hard towards it together ok!

Of course, friends that have been there all these while! be it new friends, old friends. (:

To sum up, 2011 was a pretty awesome year! I made lots of great friends, memories.
This is definitely one year that i matured a lot!
2011 is ending in a way that makes me have some regrets, uncertainty with some point of my life.
Therefore i really hope to clear up all of this in the coming year!

2011, thanks being awesome and good!(:

2012,
I hope you'l be a great year too!
I hope my family and friends stay healthy and happy!
I hope to learn and mature even more!

2011-12-31T14:04:00.001+08:00

Stay tuned ok!
my 2011 reflection will be up right before midnight!(:

明知我爱你

2011-12-29T00:06:00.003+08:00

明知我爱你
龚芝怡
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告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
放弃你 忘记你 只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你 瞒着你 只不过是个决定
但为何 到如今 我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你 越靠近你 越犹豫

明知道我爱你 却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你 宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理 幸福在手里
我恨自己 无能为力

明知道我爱你 却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意 反而痛了自己
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你 假装不在意
多痛都可以 不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

awesome quotes

2011-12-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

true colours

2011-12-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

Concert is coming is less than a month.
and more importantly it's my last concert with the band. so i really wish/hope for my friends to come and support.
so i texted a few of them. sometime i havent done in since i was year 1 because i know nothing would come out of it.
Stupidly, i thought this year might be different. i thought people might reply to it. but i guess im wrong.
like always, no one replied. i expected it but i'm still disappointed by it. friends.. really?
sighhhhh. maybe i shouldn't have done it on Christmas, i sort of like ruined my own christmas! SIGH!

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

it's Christmas's eve today! just had a scrumptious dinner with my family!(:
it's nothing big but it still something i looked forward to each year!(:

im counting down to Christmas!(:

Is it worth it?

2011-12-21T00:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes thinking back it just makes me doubt about everything!
Was it worth it for all the sacrifices I made?
I dont know! Perhaps, It's just human nature to only regret when they realise something is lost!
There are seriously times that I just want to walk away and wash my hand off everything but I stop myself or maybe I should say i can't bear to do it!
There's these responsibilities I need to take towards this and I just can't let it go as and when I like!
It's just one last month! Let's not ruin it ok? Make it a memorable one for us year 3! Make me feel it was worth it to come back and take on these responsibility! Let me know that I made the right choice! I don't want and don't think that I should give up..?

Idkk. I guess it's just not a good day today!

HO!HO!HO!

2011-12-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

If only Christmas this year was in Disney, it would definitely have been my most memorable Christmas ever..

Christmas round the corner!(: Though it's like just another day, not really special in particular but still it's a day where my family would usually celebrate together. A little festive atmosphere at home, with some food prepared! it's really nice!
I think i'm going to dream about Santa Claus tonight. I do hope i really dream of him. come to think of it, i doubt i ever did dream of Santa before.
So Dear Santa, please visit in my dreams tonight!(:

~~Class outing~~ just now. or maybe i should say class dinner. It just weird i guess, meeting up just for a dinner, meeting just because we need to have the PTN outing. I mean to me it's just a dinner out, with no additional meaning to it. This is what happens when the class isn't close.

Anyway, caught New Year's Eve with Joanne. It was a really nice movie. Alot of meaningful phrases, quotes in the show! the show sort of made think through about all that has happen this year.
and indeed, many things happen, be it happy, unhappy, memorable or not. It's things that made my year, my 2011.
Thinking back, 2011 is really a memorable year for me! it really is. i shall do a thorough reflection on new year's eve!(:

"a second chance is still valid before the cloud strikes twelve on New Year's Eve"

P/s:I'm kind of like freezing in my room though the a.c temp. is like 24!

Band camp

2011-12-17T19:07:00.001+08:00

Band camps over! Just glad I or perhaps my section survived it!(:

Hanging out at esplanade library with the kiddos now! I really love quiet moments like this! Makes life awesome!(:

2011-12-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

i thought i wrote alot. then i realised that i didnt.
there were definitely more. but some are forgotten.

wordpress

2011-12-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

i almost forgot i had a wordpress.
my other blog that is locked.
logged into it just now. it's been a long time since i last posted. and the last time was when i decided to close a chapter of my life.
read through the posts, it made alot of things flowed back. things at this point may be called memories..?

one thing i know is that, a chapter of my life was once opened and closed by the exact same person.

the past few days was just filled with band camp. it is really mentally exhausting. i'm really mentally drained.
i'm just really really tired, i need nothing more than ample rest and sleep.

guilty as charged

2011-12-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

Family; a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwellingtogether or not: the traditional family.

i was walking to my block from the bus stop when i saw a familiar figure standing under the block.
it turned out to be Daddy. he had text me when i was at tiong bahru and was asking where i was. and also if i wanted him to come down to wait for me. I had told him, there's not a need, i would be able to go up on my own.

seriously, before blogging. i was resenting inside me about him still treating my like a little girl when i'm already 19. however as i typed, i realized that he is doing all these for a simple reason, because he cared and i was his daughter. To him, no matter how old i get, i would always be the little girl in his eyes.

I got no idea at all, how long Daddy was standing downstairs waiting for me. because he totally had no clue at all how long it would take for me to get home from Tiong Bahru. I felt his love for me. today's not the first time, every time when there's band, Daddy and Mummy would stay awake till i'm home. They are always worried when i get home late. My safety and health had always been their top priority. They would always sacrifice so much.
Whenever i tell them about my cravings for certain food, the next moment before i knew it, Daddy/Mummy would have bought/cooked it for me already.

Seriously, initially, i was really going to blog about how my parents are too protective towards me. I think if i had really done that, i would really be the most unfilial child.

all i want for chirstmas is you

2011-12-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

this is my favorite Christmas song!(:
it's definitely one song that i would listen to every year!

2011-12-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

oh! i forgot to mention, i finally watched you are an apple of my eyes!
it was a really nice movie. but it was an ending i didn't expect though! i thought it would always be like that the usual movie settings where the male and female lead would always end up together.
BUT STILL! it was a great movie!
awesome love story!(:
young innocent high school love!(:

PARTY UP!

2011-12-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

OHYEAH! MST IS OVER!
i'm definitely more than glad about that!
3 weeks of holidays! to enjoy! sadly no, i'v got band and projects to complete so this holiday is more for like time off from school to finish up schoolworks! it sort of rhymes huh! hahah

anyway since MST is over, i'm really praying hard that my results if going to be ok! especially RM, i think i lost alot of marks for the paper!): i really would be so glad if i pass it! and i'm going to really work and study hard for the exams! most of the papers are like 50%! OMG!

OHOH! Christmas coming! i'm eggcitedddd! i always love the feeling of Christmas! the lightings, songs, etc. it really bring the atmosphere up!(: this year's Christmas is going to spend as usual with my family in Singapore. Plans to go M'sia was sort of cancel, due to flooding in some parts of KL. but it's ok! there's always next time.

band camp's next week. hmmm. i dont know. i'm getting to life without it for the past few weeks. so yup. i got readapt to it. hmmm. it's going to intensive and tiring. tsk.. hopefully i'll pull through!(:

nature of human? human nature?

2011-12-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

i had my worst journey home ever!

there is always so much to see when i'm on the train. and today just seemed more happening.

people pretending to be asleep on priority seats, and there always happens to be elderly or pregnant ladies around. at times, it just makes my blood boil seeing such situation.

maybe i'm being prejudice here but. i really hate those construction workers, they just can't stop staring! seriously! there is a limit to looking. and it just pissed me off when they keep staring at me! GRRR! and no, i shouldn't be happy that people bother to look at me!

on the bus back just now, it was exceptionally crowded today! i got no idea why. maybe it's a saturday night?

the bus was super crowded, there was space at the back but this family of four just refuses to move in. and they just stood there and block the way.

i guess it's just not my day today?

but my first half of the day was spent fruitfully!(:

at least that made up for everything!((:

however, whenever my day gets dark. HE always cheer me up!(:

Friendship

2011-12-02T10:28:00.001+08:00

Friendship would always have its up and downs!
People say friends would always be there no matter what happen, however come to think of it.. There are bound to be time when one party would feel he/she have down their best in helping and being there!
In simple words, there is always a limit as to how much a friend can help and be there! If the other party doesn't even bother to help themselves there is really nothing friends can do!
As time goes by, all of these would just become awkwardness and before you realise, the friendship is no longer as strong and everyone is starting to drift apart!
That is really the last step anyone wants a friendship to go towards. I mean who in the first place like the thought of losing a friend that is so dear and precious!

eyesmiles

2011-12-01T18:15:00.001+08:00

guys with cute eye smile and just charming!:)
one exceptionally charming one- Taeyang!

he such a cutie right! such charming eye smiles!~

A sudden overwhelming feeling of guilt!):

2011-11-30T20:24:00.001+08:00

Dad fell when he was showering just now! It was because the floor was slippery!
And guess what I was the one who showered before dad!
From then i can't help but feel so guilty!
I really hope daddy's fine!):
Got lectured by mum that I need to always remember to clean off all the soapy stuffs after showering!
For now, I'm just going to retreat to the little corner of my room. Am too guilty to face him!):
Tears forming and rolling down bit by bit.
Memories from 6 months ago are flowing back.. That was the time that I was so afraid and I know had it Ben later I would have lost...

2 more weeks

2011-11-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

it's end of week 6 already!
and MST is on week8!

HELLO MST. im really not ready for you yet! hmmm): howhow? me is like a stress only lo!OMG
im like super super tired. no matter how much i sleeep. it doesnt seem enough!)):

where is time?

2011-11-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

As the weeks passed, i start to realise that i've wasted alot of time. sometimes, i dont even know where/how my time are spent.

what's worst? it's that, MST is comng. MD is coming, Project Deadlines are approaching bit by bit. It's like there is so much to do but yet so little time. I dont know whether i should blame time, or should i blame myself for not organising it well enough!

I GUESS.. it's me! i just need to learn to spend time more wisely. there are definitely times where temptations would arise, procrastination comes knocking. i really really need to learn to avoid all these.

With so many commitments, i really need to learn to balance my time!

i want to in my studies. at the same time, i dont want neglect band. :/

you know what, im just really glad, there's no band next week till MST ends.

Next week is really an important. i got to start studying. IN FACT! i should start this week! i should really motivate myself to start! i need to! i have to! I MUST!

UCR cert

2011-11-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

My awesome graduation cert from UCR!(:

那些年

2011-11-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

那些年错过的爱情.
not that I've missed out on love., hmm, maybe i did.
but it's more of like i want to i'm looking for someone who would pay attention to me;things i do, say, behave, act. and of course, someone who is willing to shower love and care on me.
However, i believe if a guy were to appear in my life now, i'm afraid i might make a rush, harsh decision. but anyway this isn't something i'm focused about either!
i've got other priorities to worry about for now!(:

This is what project has done to me!

2pm!

2011-11-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Yet another week is gone! time is really flying by like how it did when i was in Disney
woke up this morning feeling really tired, felt better seeing the tweet that 2pm is in Singapore!
that was like my energy pill for the rest of the day! hahah!(: 2pm YO~

got the shock of my life when i got into the class today. Was so traumatized by it that i felt a fever instantly! and totally went into the sian mood! basically what happened was that, there was a miscommunication, and the other group and my group ( both presenting) did our project on the same topic! it was crazy, we were worried like crazyy! HOWEVER! thank goodness, we have a really wonderful and great tutor that didn't mind the similar topic!

I feel more settled into life back at school. but seriously up till now, i still unable to believe that 6 months abroad just pass by like that! it was really like a dream! Of course, whenever the workload at school gets unmanageable, i would always say the same line, " i rather go back to work in Disney"

Anyway, anyone, everyone, whoever is reading this blog of mine. i just want to announce some event here!
it's actually a concert by Singapore Polytechnic Symphonic Band! it's actually an annual concert, Music Delights. This is my graduating, and most probably my last involvement in band! so i really hope if you all are free, you can come down and give me some support! details are as followed!;

venue; Esplanade Concert Hall
Time; 7.30pm
ticket price; $15

so if anyone of you is interested, you can leave a comment, send me an email or text me! ((: would really appreciate it if you guys can come support! ((: kamsahamida!~

An apple of my eyes!

2011-11-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm still looking for that apple! HAHA!
but i want to watch that movie! i'm like trying to squeeze time out on weekend BUT weekend are just burnt every week doing projects and tutorials! )): boooooo

anyway this Christmas i'm most probably going to m'sia with my family!(: yet another Christmas overseas!(:
i'm half hearted this trip. and i have my reasons why! hahah

you know what? i totally should be doing my project and tutorials now BUT i'm procrastinating (like always) arghhh.
i totally need to change this bad habit!

things dont go right

2011-11-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

when you thought life was getting better, you got struck so hard by the fact that everything around you is going wrong one by one. when you thought you can find comfort, it turns out that that place where you always find comfort is making you feeling discomfort.
when you thought people who will be there to listen and understand, it turn out the other way.

i guess it's true afterall; when one thing dont go right, everything else seem to be the same too. sometimes i just wish the ride on the bus would last forever; that it would take me somewhere far away. then at least i'll be away from all of these.

2011-11-14T16:09:00.001+08:00

Nothing better Sang by Jonghyun [SHINee]

2011-11-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

another version but just as charming! (:

2PM Khun, JunSu, JunHo with Nothing Better @ Win Win KBS

2011-11-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

A song that melts my heart totally! <3

Doreamon

2011-11-12T11:18:00.001+08:00

I found this awesome application on iTunes that is titled doreamon! And of course being a big fan I downloaded it and found lots of amazing wallpapers in it!
I've always been a big big big fan of doreamon! So everything in doreamon really interest me!((:

On a side note, I woke up this morning, had breakfast and I've been sitting and doing my tutorials! Totally like so proud of myself!((: hehe!
My to-do lists seems complete-able this weekend!((:

2011-11-12T11:14:00.001+08:00

This is one of my favorite quote from Walt Disney! And I really believed in it! And it is like a motivation for me now.(:

Mosquito bites!

2011-11-10T23:56:00.001+08:00

The 14 dreadful bites are still red and swollen! It's all over my leg and it's really really gross!
What I hate most right, is the fact that it gets so itchy and I would have to resist scratching it so that scars would not be left behind!
I had 4 previous bites that has recovered but there are scars left behind even though I didn't scratch it! It's like brownish scars! Sighh!
I'm really praying hard that the 14 bites would not leave any scars! If not it would really be hideous!
Got curious about mosquito bites and did a little research about it! Because mummy was saying that what if the mosquito transmit HIV while biting!
And research have shown that HIV wouldn't be spread from the bites!
Why?
It is because HIV doesn't multiply in mosquito body unlike other viruses like malaria, dengue, etc! Therefore even if a mosquito had bitten a HIV infected person( or any other normal people) it would take awhile to digest its blood meal before going on to another meal! Therefore, by the one the mosquito gets to you! The HIV virus would have died already!
This was really an interesting article I read about! Totally enlighten me!

It's actually all from the web page! So if anyone of you is interested you can actually read it up!(:
http://www.sxmaidsfoundation.org/aids_resources/hiv_mosquitoes.htm

memories

2011-11-07T20:07:00.001+08:00

memories of Disneyy!
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Law

2011-11-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm currently 3/4 done with TLE tutorial!
Law is definitely interesting, and surprisingly i'm attracted to it! Like how it was like for Business Law.
However, i realise and concluded from Business law that, "Being interested in Law and being able to do well in it for exam/test is definitely 2 different thing!" i just really hope to do well for tourism law! i'm praying really really hard!

It's like November already! all i can say is that, this is going to be a busy busy month, with lots of project submissions, presentations, and of course the upcoming MST! SIGH!
so basically this Nov, i'm just going bury myself in school,projects(*n) and band. i seriously got no idea how i'm going juggle all of these, i dont know why but this semester seems harder compare to before! maybe it's because i've got other commitments which makes is hard to juggle?! i dont know. i just dont want to bring it up uhh. it's always the sour spot!

OHOH, i realise googlechrome apps are so interesting, it totally got me hooked on it just now! so many interesting things to download. my current theme for googlechrome is PORORO!ubber cuteeee

looking at school differently!

2011-10-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

got this from heavenlyflorida.com.

Of course, the photo do no justice to the real wishes at magic kingdom, but we just got to accept what we have now; be it just the soundtrack, videos, photos, MEMORIES. i'm listening to the audio version of wishes now, it does seems weird without the fireworks, but still i just unknowingly have it on repeat!(: it still gives me that feeling i felt before when watching wishes! seee, memories play a big part here!(:

Back to the main purpose! well, i guess my weekend was spent pretty well, doing tutorials, research, etc! Of course i did procrastinate in between, i mean who doesn't right!? but at least i manage to pull myself back on track! this is a pretty busy week! lots of things to get done with! PSYCHO project's debate the first project due :/

i really need to put a stop to watching RUNNING MAN! whenever i start i just cannot stop! it's definitely a big factor that's causing my to lose focus on work! HEHE! but with kookie~^^♥ how can i not watch right!

okok! this week i really need to stop watching it! that's a promise i need to make to MYSELF!

bye week2!

2011-10-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

it's awesome friday today! why?
cause i caught lion king 3D with the girls! it was awesome! you know how they always show the Cinderella's castle before all Disney movies, it just totally made my heart soured and cause goosebumps to pop out! all four of us just had the same thought at that moment, we miss DISNEY! i mean who doesn't right? come on, it's Disney we're talking about here, magic kingdom, epcot, animal kingdom, hollywoodstudios
"wishes.. and all the wishes, will come true"
but i guess as time goes by, friends we make there would just slowly stop keeping in contact with us. :/
like i've always said, "i've made friends that i most probably wouldnt see again in my life:/" EMO much!

ANYWAY! Week 2 was in a way better than week 1? i guess so. maybe because there was a public holiday in between. i guess 2 weeks of relaxation is done! got to get down to projects starting this weekend! life's like a sad start tomorrow!): but what to do? this is life back in school!

week2 monday

2011-10-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

OK! i guess i'm slow, but i only realise today that psycho project is due in 2 weeks! OK! im in deep shock! yes i am! and i guess GBE, SMIT due dates are in 2 weeks too!

reality is hitting me hard! someone pleaseee safe me from it! as of now, i'm still having thoughts of running away from school! i'm still not use to school. i forgot how school was like with so many projects! i really dont know what to do. i'm like at a lost. i dont know how i should plan my time at all. ohgoodnesss! big sighh

Hello Week 2

2011-10-23T23:34:00.001+08:00

WEEK 2 is like level 2 of difficulty in games! HAHA!

but on a brighter note, wednesday is a public holiday=no school!(:
YES! me is a happygirl when there is no school(: HEHEH!

first week of school being a year3

2011-10-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

yay NOT! that school has started! i guessed being away for 6months really makes a different! i am seriously not used to school or perhaps i should say i'm not used to the workload in school!

It's only the first week of school and every module has given us a project briefing and every lecturer ended off the same way, " we are giving you the projects early, so that you can start early and not have to rush at the end"
SO as of now, i have like 8 projects on hand. some due in a month and some in January! I've got to school and studies to commit to and band. I really dont know how i am going to cope with all of it. Thinking about the project just makes me all so stress up already. so seriously, i really dont know how to go about everything. I dont even know how to plan out my schedule. I seriously seriously don't.

Many people are like 'this is life of a year3', 'dont think so much about it, dont need stress' and yadayada! but the thing is this is really really an important semester for me! i cannot afford to let anything hinder it any way which is why i am really worry! maybe i'm putting too much stress on myself but i just can't possibly be all chill about so many projects right!

Sadly, all the big projects' due date are on like a week before/after MD which is also like the CNY period. OMG! i'm really vexed!

Back to school

2011-10-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

It's been more than half a year since i last went back to school for lesson! Since i was away in US for 6months, there was even lesser opportunity for us to go to school in any way!
so school is finally starting tomorrow after a hiatus from it! it's my last semester, so i'm already having a love-hate feeling for it! so i dont know how school is going to like!
but i know this is a really important semester! my last semester to achieve as much as i can!(: and i must do it!(:

Back to school

2011-10-16T19:33:00.003+08:00

blessed!

2011-10-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

I feel really blessed to have such wonderful parents! i'm really a happy little girl :DDD

Ever since the day i'm back, they've been showering me with lots of love in every way!

Mummy especially would cook different food everyday, she would even make extra effort to cook me food that i wanted to eat! For the past 1+month, i've been so well-fed by Mummy!(: seriously, she is really just the best!

Of course! not forgetting daddy tooo! Every weekend, he would ask me what i want to eat, and he would bring me to places with the food i want to eat! For the first 2 weeks, he brought durian to feed me cause he know i haven't eaten it for 6 months.

Seriously, such thoughtful, wonderful, great parents! no amount of words can describe how blessed i feel to have them as my parents! they are really really the best!

2011-10-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

i just realised that i did not change my blogger timezone.
this week is the last class for my disney course! 11 weeks of lesson went by like that!
seriously, the past 6 months, i've just been working, playing, slacking and at times 'studying'. i'm enjoying life way too much here that i'm not ready or should i say i want to run away from reality; going back to school

2011-10-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

am i really capable of it?

at the end of it, i might just not turn out to be what i was expected and only become a disappointment.

i'm standing at a crossroad

2011-10-11T22:41:00.001+08:00

there is just so much running through my head. but i just dont know what to do! what to say!
i dont know who to go to. and even if someone were to offer to listen i dont know how to tell them either!

i hate these feelings inside me! it really sucks.

i always thought 6 months was short.
but now thinking back, it was long. it's more than long enough.

my future!

2011-10-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

I realise that ever since i'm back from the US, i've been planning out my future alot. i don't really know what's the factor that motivates me to do it but yupp i've just been actively planning out what i want to do.

I know how i always tell people about how i'm stuck with not knowing what to do after i graduate from SP but now i've pretty much planned out what i want to do!-

i'm most probably going to a University after i graduate and i'm praying really hard that i can get in! so i really got to work hard for the last semester so that i can pull up my GPA to make chances of getting in higher!

as for the courses that i want to take, i've pretty much decided on it even though it took me a long time!

SOOO, this was what happened during my planning process,

i had a hard time deciding whether to work or study!
and when i decided to study, i had to decide on the school and the course!
and now that i've decided, i got to worry about results.

arghhh. and the process just goes on;- the constantly worrying. yadayada

ANYWAY! i dont know why, but i'm feeling so old! HAHAH! ohmygod!

2011-10-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

YUP! Running man is really what entertains me for the past few days! It just seriously so funnny! It makes me laugh out loud(literally!) with additional movements like banging table, clapping hands and etc!

AND! most importantly, there's SONG JOONG-KI

I know right! so cute righttt! :DDDD

anyway i think running man is going to be the show that entertains me until school reopens which is like in 6 days! ughhh! actually i'm feeling pretty mixed about it though, because it's my last semester in SP!. HMMMM~

Too much sleeep

2011-10-06T00:51:00.001+08:00

I might get whack because my title!
However I really think I sleep too much which is why I always have a hard time falling asleep at night! And yes! Tonight is yet another insomnia night!
I'm going make it a point to wake up early tomorrow onwards so that I can sleep well at night and not having to keeping rolling around on the bed

On a brighter/ darker note, I'm back in Singapore for almost a month! This is really how fast time flies! And school is starting in 1 week's time! I'm still missing Disney alot!
Everywhere I go to, I seemed to be able to relate everything I see to Disney! And whenever I talk about my Disney experiences I can blabber on and on with excitement.

OH! I stepped in SP and the band room again after 6 months! It was definitely nice(: everything still looks the same except that there is some refurbishment going on!

2011-09-16T22:01:00.001+08:00

i'm back! like really really back in Singapore!(:

i guess you would guess it eventually

2011-08-26T07:30:00.000+08:00

it's just a single digit left-6days!

im not as excited about the end of the program as compared to before!
now, whenever i think about program is ending, i could feel the heartache!
i was told to enjoy the last days here, but it's just going to be different and difficult!

do you know you're special!

2011-08-19T10:28:00.000+08:00

it's graduation today! it was finally our turn to graduate!
graduation was pretty fun i guess other than the heavy downpour that got us stuck in commons for almost more than 2hours!
i'm officially left with 15 days to the end of my program!
slightly more than 2 weeks. but if i were to count the working days, it would be 12 days! from now on, time is just going to fly by so quickly! really really quickly! i dont' know how it is going to be like! but i know i'm definitely going to cherish and treasure my last 15days here! i definitely am!

if only we were frank!

it's official.

2011-08-02T06:29:00.000+08:00

is anyone even still visiting this poor little space of mine?))):

It's August 1st already. errrr. :/ i don't know. it's like my 6 months here in Disney just went by like that! time seriously, seriously flew. i know i'm done with working already but i am just not ready to leave Disney yet.
Yes! i miss home! (like duhhh!~) but i'm just so going to miss my friends here. Friends that i won't ever see again in my life.

This is reality that i need to face, no matter how close i have gotten to everyone, eventually it would be just be," he/she WAS my close friend at work" noticed the was there, it's past tense. because of the distance, the close friendship would eventually go bland. it's just not possible to keep everything like how it was. Yes there is facebook but how much can it do? Posting on each other wall's on birthdays/randomly. That's all that can be done! i know this is not only about me, this is exactly what my friends would feel too! And what's more, the full/part timers have to go through this every single time! People come and go even more in their life compared to mine! They got through it, didn't they?

i mean at the end of the day, i just wonder, will they even remember me?
i hope at least they would remember that they once had an Asian girl with a unique name they can't pronounce!

40 odd days left

2011-07-23T10:42:00.000+08:00

i am just so in love with this movie!<3

that i was tempted to get the painting i saw(super expensive)!

I used to count the days that i've been in United States however now, im already counting down to the days i'm going home. this journey here is coming to an end already! 6 months in Walt Disney World! i'm not sure how much it has impacted me, but one thing i do know is that i've made memories that would last a lifetime! and i've made friends(other than my roomie!) that i dont think i would ever see again in my life

what is the hardest word?

2011-07-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

in the end, i still couldn't hold on.

when you wish upon a star

2011-07-14T09:54:00.000+08:00

OHOHOH!
how can i forget to post about my first ever;

sighting of shooting star on JUNE 2 2011(: awesome max!
i know right, i need to make a wish when i see one right but.. i couldn't react in time to make a wish but i believe that the shooting star will be bringing me good luck!((:
sighting of a FULL rainbow! AWESOME X2 max!
it was a rainbow that any kid would draw when they are young, even i drew that semicircle rainbow before, and never once would i imagine being able to see it with my own eyes. I mean, i've seen rainbows before in Singapore but this one really just made me stood on the spot for like 3 seconds and it just made me go "wowwwwww!" it was just so nice seeing a full rainbow after the rain! it literally brighten up my day!<3

i wasn't the one who made the first decision. it was you!

and i'm going to respect that.

just make sure you stay put with that decision!and i'll be more that grateful!

i felt a twitch

2011-07-09T10:43:00.000+08:00

im left with 36 more working days to go.

in my previous post, i wrote about me not staying at home(singapore) for a long time. so it's already confirm!
so i shall update about it!(: it's my motivation for work everyday now!

i'll be arriving in Singapore on 7th Sept midnight and on 7th Sept night im flying off to Taiwan with mummy and daddy. it sounds totally crazy right. i knoww! but because it's Taiwan, and it's a trip with mummy and daddy so i dont mind the craziness/lack of sleeep or whatsoever!

i'm just so looking forward to this trip! visiting Taiwan has always been on my to-do list since a long long time ago! so i'm just sooooooooooooo happy i'm finally able to go there!((((: HAPPINESS MAX!(:

i thought. whatever!

2 more months! :D

2011-07-02T12:26:00.000+08:00

Sensing my excitement to be home? (:
yes! i can't wait! i just can't wait!

even though i won't be staying at home for long before going away again! getting confused by what i'm saying right? i'll do a proper update about it only when it is 100% confirm(:

been getting the souvenirs for friends back at home, it's just so hard to find something that has MADE IN USA in Disney.

off-ed for 3days and it's work tomorrow again! it's going to be fine...right...? please assure me that it would.

in need of serious advice

2011-06-25T04:42:00.000+08:00

don't get shock by the title! i am doing fine here i Disney.

i'm just starting to think about life more seriously now.
What i mean is that, i am thinking about the paths i should take after graduation.
This 'problem' has always been there just that i avoided it, because i know i keep thinking that i still have a long time before i need to decide!

However, now the long time that i used to have is just left with 8/9 months.
i guess what's running through most of your minds are that, after graduation from polytechnic, it would be to go to a University and get a degree. that is like the standard routine for many. why? because with a degree, we can do better in life, a degree is worth more than a diploma but.. how true is that?

i've never really see a diploma less worthy than a degree. i mean that is my own thoughts. Which is why, i can't decide whether to start working after graduation or to continue studying in an University.
I've been thinking about this once in awhile, just that recently, i realised that it is really time for me to give a serious thoughts as to what i want to do.

I guess what's makes thing more complicated is that Daddy and Mummy will respect whatever decision i make. They are not forcing me to go into a University. Instead, daddy wants me to start working first, whereas mummy says that if my results are good, i should consider to continue studying and strike it when the iron is hot before i lose interest in studying.

i'm going to abruptly end the entry. cause i lose the mood to continue writing :/

my name!

2011-06-21T08:53:00.000+08:00

It's the 3rd week in BLX, 2nd week off training!
been assigned to do setup prep alot! and i've got no idea why. im just glad, the manager spoke up and got the coordinator to change me to another position today! (: if not my whole day would be spent on setup prep again!
so now i've been on;- trash busser, bussing upstairs, condiment bars, counter, windows and setup prep!

i never knew the power of my name until today!(: i didn't know that teaching people how to say my name the right way can help me get to know them better! and i am pretty glad that i'm opening up myself to them(:
i guess it just takes time! i know when im nearing the end of the program, there would definitely be people that i'm going to miss!

i've been trying to pick up a shift at MOH but there's none for me to pick up at all)): sighhhhhhh. i'm missing people there, and i think i need the money tooo! all the souvenirs that i need to get! OMGG

did i mention before that the UCR online course ended already?(:

2011-06-19T09:56:00.001+08:00

OHYAOHYA!

HAPPPY DADDDY DAY(:

might be a emotional post.

2011-06-19T09:54:00.001+08:00

被红线牵住的两个人，不管在世界的某一个角落，最终也会遇到的
I'm back watching taiwanese drama- 爱无限(: because Wilbur Pan is the male lead which is why i started watching.
it's been a pretty nice drama. not too short, not too long. it has got a total of 14 episodes.
the length is pretty ok i guess.
the only negative thing is that the internet connection here load videos really slowly): sighh.
so i'm only at episode 8.

first week into working at BLX. i'm definitely still missing MOH alot! can't help it i guess.
but i'm getting used to BLX. maybe another 1/2 weeks, i'll be able to adapt to BLX. ( i hope i do!)

2 and a half months left. shall go visit all the parks and take proper photos for memories!
got so many things i planned out to do before i leave here.

p/s; ignore the title, i lost the emo mood! heheh(:

Bye Mickey's, Hello F&B

2011-06-06T01:51:00.000+08:00

Ended my last day at Mickey's yesterday. i was definitely sad, i mean how can i not be right.
all the friends that i made there, my managers and everyone else. That is the reason that makes its hard to leave.
but i guess everything come and go in life, it's about what we learn from the process, and people, who are now friends i made that would go a long way(:

i'm going to go to F&B with a positive mindset, like what Abdel has been advising me.
I guess the difficult thing is making friends all over again. it wasn't easy when i was Mickey's, i spend my first month being alone on my own before i finally got closer to the CPs there.
Now i need to start the process all over again! goshh.

i'll do fine right?

last week at mickey's

2011-05-30T13:39:00.002+08:00

i'm into my official last week in mickey's!
i guessed i'm ready to transfer.

i'm too tired, i've got many thoughts to pen down, but it's not getting process well!
will post it up another day(:

hardship

2011-05-21T11:24:00.000+08:00

i had never felt work was stressful until today!

had a really bad start doing area stock today! it was a pretty bad experience all thanks to starwars weekend!

regrets? maybe

2011-05-20T12:41:00.001+08:00

When you look at your life, the greatest happiness are family happiness.
~Joyce Brothers

Maybe when after one week of arrival back home, i might regret for making the decision
BUT! i believe, at the end of it, being with my family is still my top priority! and nothing beats the time spend with family(:

i used to think that, since I've already been away for 6months, another 2/3 weeks wouldn't matter much. However, now, i feel differently already, 6 months is way long enough, and i know I'll be ready to go back home when the time comes. and of course, I know I'm definitely going to miss the time here in Disney, the people here, the friends i made!

What actually cause my change in decision is of course my parents![who else can it be right!(:]
being here for 6 months, I'm already making them constantly worry about me even though it's 'safe' here and 'everything'[transportation, housing, etc] is provided.
If i were to travel, i need to find my own transportation, accommodation, etc.
I can totally imagine how worry they are going to be and moreover it's a party of 3 girls travelling only.

I believe these 6months is enough worrying for them already!
MOST IMPORTANTLY!
i miss home! like really a lot! I'm not homesick. i just miss home and everyone back at home!

what made me feel I made the right decision is the joy I hear, see and feel from them when I told them I'm coming home! I guess that is more than enough for me to realise how important I am to them and how much they miss me! HEHE! :D

new apartment

2011-05-17T02:57:00.000+08:00

i've relocated to a new apartment already!
everything here is more or less the same.

work has been pretty fun!(:
it's nice teaching people how to pronounce my name properly! haha
the whole of micey's was filled with people trying to pronounce YU BING! hahaha
it's was so funnny! hahah!

skyped the kids the other day when they were having FO camp!
i totally miss it so much! and everyone back there!
had a good chat over on skype with tiacwoo! i miss him so much!

i dont know if you read this
but jiayou ok!

(:

2011-05-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

i walked in;
stayed for awhile
then realised i actually just happened to pass by

because i realised everything seems to be just an illusion.
we were both moving away since a long time ago

mama day

2011-04-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

mama day is on 8th May.
few days ago, i wrote a postcards for mummy. as i write, i teared, because i miss her alot. and as i wrote, i recalled all the things she did for me when i was back in SG. All the things that were of not much significance to me in past are things i've learnt to appreciate ever since i got here! Things i regret not appreciating in the past.

The last time i wrote a card or do anything for mummy on mama day was soooo long ago. really long! it's like as i grew older, i just didn't continue making anything for her as the family would always go out to eat. and that was the celebration already.

i remembered looking through mama's wardrobe sometime ago, i saw cards that i made when i was in preschool and primary school, and she still keeps it. those weren't the best writing/drawing but those were crafts i did on my own for her on mother's day. things that meant so much to her because we made it. thinking back just make me feel so remorseful, because i realise as i grew older, i haven't seem to have thank her for things she's been doing and contributing for us. all the cooking, washing, cleaning, etc. EVERYTHING! All the things that she do, she would always place us on top priority. she put us first above herself.
this is the love from a mother!

2months

2011-04-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

exactly one week from now, i'm hitting my 2months mark already!
it's fast how time is flying by!
and the sad thing is, people i'm starting to make friends with and got close to are leaving in May)):
a new batch of CP will be coming in! ice-breakers and bonding time i guess!

i guess it will be hard for me when i have to leave Mickey's! it's really a nice place to work at!

i am so craving for chicken satay! totally! i'm going eat like 50sticks on my own when i'm back!

20th April 2011- I'm nineteen!(updated)

2011-04-22T05:16:00.001+08:00

my 19 birthday this year was 36 hours.
it was a simple birthday but yet a memorable one.

The girls went over to the bus stop to surpirse me! they got me a pluto mug, mickey's notebook, ben&jerry ice cream, aixin lunchbox!(: it was a small yet loved celebration(:
Daddy sent me a birthday card which i received last weeek!
Mummy personally typed out a birthday wish over skype which made me teared!
Facebook was flooded with wishes from everyone in Singapore!
QIUYI-my roommate, stayed up late to surprise me by baking me muffins, and drawing me a pluto
JANIS recorded a birthday video of the section, bandroom, bandmates singing me a birthday song for me!
Emails from faiszah and khairul wishing me!
-UPDATED-
Cap from SHUMING
baby minnie pin from my colleague

Fairytales

2011-04-22T04:18:00.002+08:00

Came across this while i was bloghopping!

How do you expect kids to listen to their parents as, Tarzan lives half naked,

Cinderella comes back home at midnight, Pinocchio lies all the time,

Aladdin is the king of thieves, Batman drives at 320KM/ h,

Sleeping beauty is lazy and Snow white lives with 7 guys.

We shouldn’t be surprised if kids misbehave at times!

They get this from their own storybooks.

fivemoredays

2011-04-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

yours truly here would be turning 19 in 5 more days.
so what's so special about this year's birthday?

i'm spending it overseas for the first time without my family around me. nice NOT!
my lunar and english birthday falls on the same day. it's doesn't happen often. and mummy was telling me that i need to be happy the whole day!
im working on my birthday(both SG and US date) doing closing for both nights. working till 0030 and 0100 respectively

an official post after a long time?

2011-04-03T10:53:00.000+08:00

that is if anyone still bothers to visit my blog.):
anyone?

i'm enjoying work alot(: it's just fun interacting with people(:
even though there is still some hiccups here and there during work, i believed i'll do fine(:
i'm really loving merchandising. i guess i'll feel sad when i need to leave merchandise 3months later.

anyway, it's already April 2nd already. i've been in US for almost a month, time kind of flew by pretty fast here and especially when i'm working.
ever since i'm here in orlando, i haven't really been in a mood of taking photos. i've got no idea why too,
which is why my facebook photo album hasn't been updated for a long long time.
MAYBE, when i'm into the photo-mood then i'll snap more pictures of everything(my room, apartment, Disney parks)

had my off days on Thursday and Friday, spent the whole of Friday in Disney Hollywood Studios with Joanne and Shiny. Got more familiarise with my workplace. and i had fun there.
Thursday morning was spent with shuming at DHS playing 2 rides, then Florida Mall in the afternoon/evening.
and an impromptu visit to the Magic Kingdom for the electric parade and fireworks. it was really really beautiful!
being in Magic Kingdom just puts a smile on my face automatically. it's like i'm being brought back to the past of being a kid once again. This may sound exaggerated but this is really what i feel whenever i step into Magic Kingdom. and i guess that is because disney cartoons, movies played a big part in my growing up(:

i sound like i'm promoting for Disney ah! a true loyal cast member i am! HURHUR

ANYWAY!
i hope everyone in SG is doing goood!
and i hope i'm not forgotten!

j brightens my day

2011-04-02T09:28:00.000+08:00

finally someone to brighten up my day at work(:

smokes

2011-03-30T11:28:00.000+08:00

i really really really dislike smokers!
even if this is going to offend anyone, i can't be bothered!
i have my reasons for disliking them.

You just don't understand at all.

2011-03-28T09:19:00.000+08:00

4th weeek

2011-03-28T09:05:00.000+08:00

i'm into my 4th weeek of being in US already.

it's almost a month already. pretty fast eh!

i hope time just keep passing by fast like that(:

i guess everyone has gotten used to the fact that i'm not in SG. good/bad? i don't know.

like what we always say, the initial period everyone would try to catch up but as time goes by, it just got less.

nvm, i'm just homesicking and being emo.

i'll be fine(:

anyway i got it all figured out already

i did what i did, said what i said because i don't want to regret anything.

just not in the moood

2011-03-23T11:50:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for the lack of updates.
haven't been taking any pictures ever since i arrived in orlando.
just not in the mood for any photo taking.
and also not in the mood to blog too. so yup

will update after i'm feeling better(:

Patterson Court is nowhere near home

2011-03-22T12:37:00.000+08:00

i arrived in Orlando on Sunday(US). had some prep talk, got over keys, rooming and it was free time.
sadly, the four of us are all separated again. like usual! we always get separated):

so i'm staying with 4 girls from Virginia, and my roommate is a Singaporean too, from NYP.
so yup. still trying to get used to here. because it gets really warm in the afternoon!

i miss riverside,CA!
i miss HOME,SG
i miss my family
i miss mummy's food!
i miss band, my saxophone!
i miss my bandmates!
i miss you

Daily Horoscope

2011-03-20T05:58:00.002+08:00

According to the position of today's Full Moon in your Solar Chart, a friend may very well share a burdensome secret that you'll need to keep, Taurus. It's also important that you keep your opinions to yourself during the next two weeks. On another note, a young person may need some kind of assistance today; giving it could interfere with matters regarding your social life. You can expect disruptions or opposition to plans to enjoy time with your romantic partner. This is not a favorable day for making important decisions about financial matters.

Compatibility: Cancer
Mood: Cheerful
Your Daily Lucky Color: Green
Lucky Number: 71
Lucky Time of Day: 4pm

Your Love Horoscope

You are going through a rather confusing period when it comes to romance, Taurus, and this will hold true whether you are single or attached. This is a time where disputes between your head and heart can raise issues that consume a lot of time but don't actually resolve anything today. If you can't clarify things quickly, drop the matter and move on. Your emotional security and a sense of belonging and nurturing, these issues are felt instinctively now. You crave an intimate connection that will last and you will likely see something initiate in this respect today. This is a time though where you don't want to read too much into anything, as that will only land you in some hot water.

Last night at UCR

2011-03-19T16:09:00.000+08:00

Last night in Riverside, California. and in UCR.
this 2 weeks really flew passed super quickly!. time passed by even faster than i expected it to be.
time spent here was really memorable
packing is almost done, just left with some other stuffs to pack in tomorrow morning.
will be getting my prepaid card tomorrow.

life at UCR

2011-03-17T12:46:00.000+08:00

there's exam tomorrow, and presentation on friday!
let's just hope everyday goes by smoothly(:

SPexam result is releasing next weeek. just before work start.
i guess i'm just hoping for the best bah(:
cause i know it did my best, except for one particular module,uccd

i'm studying for my half an hour paper tomorrow. and i'm so tired alreadyyyy. goshhh!
i guess i'll be sleeping early tonight!(:

leaving California sooon. Got to start packing sooon too.
my big luggage is in a messs. OMG. headache!

back to studying(:

Universal Studio Hollywood

2011-03-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Visited the Universal Studio Hollywood on sunday(: i know it's beeen 3 days, i've beeen busy :P

anyway, USH was super super fun(: enjoyed myself so much!
i saw shrek,fiona,donkey, woody woodpecker, shark from JAWS. the lion and penguin from Madagascar(:
it was an awesome awesome day(: played alot of the rides.
and i just screamed my lungs out only! HURHUR
gave house of horror a miss. i think it's too much for me!(:

the day at USH was great(: it just makes me look forward to going to the one at orlando(:

ANYWAY!
it's my last week at UCR, another 3 more days before i fly over to orlando.
starting ITP next weeek! super fast!
everyone please hope the best for me ok(: thankss

(:

2011-03-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

i understand and i will not chase after like before.
because i know clearly and deep down that i need be happy with what i already have.
knowing more than i would was already unexpected.
i should be contended already. and i shall be(:

whatever that may/may not happen in the future, i'll just leave it to nature(:
shall not interfere with it anymore because interfering just makes life miserable for me.
make me think too much. since i was able to get through the past periods, now shouldn't be much of a problem either.

yubing,you can do it!=)
jiayou in everything too! (:Publish Post

hollywood

2011-03-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

Los Angeles City tour yesterday. it was pretty fun. it feeel nice being able to see the hollywood sign with my own eyes instead of seeing it on tv. It just felt great.
But the experience there, hmm, how should i say it? it kind of shock me alittle. Because there are people there dressing up as like, superman, spiderman, etc there, taking pictures with tourists.
so some of our people starting taking picture with them, and they sort of didn't know that there was a need to give tips after that. so they left after the phototaking and the elmo came chasing after and was asking for tips.
was pretty shock by that, but i guess it's just the culture here(:

it was a really long day yesterday. but was glad we managed to taste some chinese foood(: but hmmm, it just made me miss home even more. i want to drink soups!):

and do you know, i've beeen waiting all these while.

world end?

2011-03-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

I didn't put much thoughts into it when one of my teacher here mentioned about some people believing that the world was going in May 21, 2011. Everyone sort of just joke it off and didn't care alot about it.

After seeing the news about Earthquake and Tsunami in Japan, i kind of got a little worried?
i know, everyone just going to say i'm being pessimistic but i can't help it ah.
it's just scary, see the natural disasters striking one after another.

hmmm, i shall pray hard that everything is going to be alright.(: